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How you doing guys.......not too good here I am afraid still..Give up the bikes Al or we are over..that's some ultimatum..She fears they may kill me..life is gona kill me...So many good times on Bikes..if one kills me tomorrow..Like Neil Young says...It's better to burn out than rust..Cant make mind up...keep bikes ditch woman......If I stay give up Bikes , then sit there on Sundays thinking.......torn...for sure. Got feeling bikes gona win..

Just been  out again . She came with me...lots tears from her......only 5 mile. she loves the bikes..not so sure I do now,,,killed a child we never had ...late in our lives..I know. But would have been ok Some fekin cretin fucked that for me & her.....fuck may be this is not the place ...but your all bikers , real guys , so where else do I shout off...fuck it.  need this like hole in head at 50 ....we all get dealt a hand & this is mine & hers I guess..Like a bike...you just got to ride it...thanks for messages of suport..means lot guys..really do...

All kind of settled...GTR sorted , did 10 shakey miles to say least. Sandy dont want me to give up the Bikes...She ok just pinning for babe we could have had...Lost one to first wife , still born ,,she dont know abut that. Be too upsetting for her I reckon..We are going to get married in new year despite all. 45 these days aint to old for a Baby it seems. But hey ho..life chucks crap at you from time to time..But we need to level...We aint livin in Syria , we got food on table..no ones trying to torture us . No ones fighting a war on our soil. We got peace , we got freedom..so when it's shit , think of what we have & others havent. Be in touch soon guys.
God bless. Hope some one out there looking after us..She is sleeping sound tonight as I write this , which is a first in a while.

I meant she miscarriaged...cant type right at moment. She is in bad way now. She loves me so much she wanted that child with us...god  this is not the place for this...

thank you all for words. Am with family at moment , so helps.

No no , all I have is lost her as a pillion...She was so freaked out by what happened while she was on back bike she wont get on it again at moment..Dont blame her. Not so sure I want to get back on bike. It was very very scarey & wakes me up still now.
We were cruising along A39 near Lynton. Long r hand bend. Open view , no high hedges. Seen 3 vehicles other op carriageway. Never expected low life to try & pass the cars in front of them on bend. They thought was all clear apparently...I am facing a car coming towards me on wrong side road....if that were not bad enough , I had to avoid two cyclist on my side. I had little option but to go into verge between two cyclists. She came off back as i hit verge. I slid all side ways as taught. Bike little damage. Me terrifeid , her in big shock . She has young kids , so got her bad. They caught the guy for causing accident. How we area both alive is behond me. But has made me think after 33 years may be time to pack it in.
Worst of it is despite my age , she was carying a baby...That had been shock for us. Thought we was all passed that. She aborted. See where I am coming from now.

Wana buy mine... lost the will to ride any more. Lost latest pillion & nearly got killed on it other day by some one on wrong side road..So thinking at 50 give it all up...Life preservation job...God , sounds depressing do it not..sorry....

Unfortunately its what cash strapped councils do to make a quick repair

Bolox..nothing to do with cash strapped councils..they never bothered to sweep it away...so nothing new there. It's a crap idea to start with..What's it called " Surface dressing" about as use full as a chocolate fire guard ! The bit it needs to stick to is eroded after the first 10 cars creating a slippery rail track & what's left in middle is a line of miniature marbles...total false economy....! My RANT !

I dont give a toss if it's top range like gortex you move around much u sweat so much u get just as wet.

I have spent my near 35 years working outside & as far as I am concerned no one made a water proof proper yet. Try a wet suite...keep you warm on the bike too & you can piss in them ..I do mine...thats why it's always out on balcony to dry.. cant have it in flat as smells like old peoples home..piss smell....!

make sure youre pushing the right cricket ball

No worries there..nothing else any where near that size in that area thank you... 

F**k you lot...mine hasnt played up for month or so , then read this thread , went out Kite surfing & got half cricket ball in my right groin tonight..can push it back...yuck....!

I had them threatening on both sides for years now. Rear up now & again...guess one day will have to be done...

Said this before..I have a I phone & for £60 I down loaded the full European Tom tom...I plug phone into Autocom , put I phone in tank bag & bobs yer nanny....for the times I need sat nav it's brilliant. Think decent system installed on Bike dont come for under £500

Seriously , I got close to 13half & a bit...Could not work it out , Kite surfing bit of squash , walk a lot at work & cycle a bit.
Well when met latest Woman , she always insists we eat at 6 on the dot...& I mean on the Dot . Learnt that one some time ago. Suddenly I am down to 12S 8lb....
Reasons it seems , eating at proper time. Right is an all, cause I used to come in half 5 ish , bottle Beer , sit on Sofa crash for an hour then decide I needed to cook dinner...was always about 8.30 when sat down to eat. Not good , she tells me & she is right.  So never even pick at the Biscuits now & other crap during evening.

funny as F**k some comments above....love it....

I met an old mate the other day...He asked me if I had noticed how much weight he had lost...Not that I could really , but he told me he is on a new diet plan...
What it is he said is.. While my Wife's  talking I dont eat,  He said the "Pounds is falling off !